Friday, December 2, 2011

Friday Mind Dump

  I will be the first to admit it. I have some sort of creativity block going on. I have my novel to work on, a children's book, and this blog. Nothing is there. 

  December just seems like it's going to be a not so good month for me. And a lot has happened this year, I lost my dad, got married, lost friends, had 2 new grand-babies born, gone into what seems like perimenopause and this month I will be turning 40. That's crap ton of shit to absorb. I know there are people out there that are worse off than me and that I should be feeling thankful, but my hormones won't allow for it. It has to get better, ya know? 

  I sit down with every intention of writing, and I just draw a blank. I would give anything for the thoughts and ideas just to roll out like they used to. I need a vacation from my head. *sits staring at the screen for a few minutes* 

  I think I may redo my blog. It doesn't feel like me. I also have felt like I need to not write about certain things because up until now, this has mostly been a "humor" blog. I don't want to lose readers, but at the same time, I want to be able to say exactly what is on my mind when I am feeling it. And that means not everything is going to be happy and hilarious. Or that not everything is going to be g-rated. And this makes me wonder if it has something to do with whatever mental block I have got going on. How do you guys deal with thoughts like these?
  It seems everyone is switching to wordpress from blogger. Is there a memo I missed? I have yet to have any problems with blogger but I know a lot of ladies that have.

  Well, there is my Friday mind dump. Hope everyone is doing well.

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